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    Mental and Physical Recovery Log

    I'm back. Back again. Fatty's back.

    So I had a mental breakdown over the last couple of months, and i'm just coming out the other side. The weight gain has somewhat stablised in the past week, and I haven't binge eaten in two days - back to fairly standard calorie based diet.

    Starting weight: 100.6kg

    Current weight: 99.3kg

    Aim weight: 86kg

    Aim date: July 2022

    I've proven before that I can lose 15kg in 15 weeks, but it absolutely broke me. I'm still waiting on ankle surgery and unable to walk properly - that's been a big part of my depression and breakdown. I've also had a very severe chest infection on top of that, and simply haven't found time to exercise or lift. Honestly, I am a bit of a mess physically, but feeling better mentally.

    There comes a point when work is going badly, your health is bad, your amount of movement drops, and the **** you've been through finally gets to you. I guess it's a surprise I made it this far in a way considering things like seeing 8 year olds dying of cancer whilst you're recovering from it. Heavy **** weighs on you.

    Not going to "hit it hard" or anything like I normally would. I just need to get started gently and rebuild the injuries that i've picked up.

    18th July - 100.6kg
    25th July - 99.3kg
    2nd August -
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    A.L.L. Leukemia 2009 - 2012
    Brain haemorrhage 2009
    Hip replacements 2010 & 2011
    Eating Disorder 2016 -
    Collapsed Talus 2020 -
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