Thread: Surprised

I've always been 250+ lbs but in my recent years I've hit a bit hard times so depression kicked in.. and so did the weight gain never noticed how big I got till my mom saw me after a year and was surprised at my weight..
But I stopped eating.. didn't have the money to buy food but I was always able to find cannabais. Then the food money became weed money and I went to either just drinking water or one meal every night.. combined with work this really shedded pounds over the months only noticing when people keep telling me about it and all my clothes were baggy. Motivated me to start working out which ive been doing for month now... I don't know much workout things but I've never been this close to my dream before. I stare in the mirror daily and I still don't eat because I'm afraid of the fat not leaving. But I don't think it's to healthy I don't do the number two often and when I do it's bits or just water but I'm to close to give up now.