I would guess that 99,99% of all humans live in this ego dream. We are living in a soap bubble dream, and it is possible to pop the bubble and live in truth instead, free of delusion. Ego defines your entire field of perception because it resides prior to perception. Ego and everything related to it doesn´t really exist of course, so once the falseness is removed, only truth is left.
No one really cares about the truth though. Since nearly no one is working to rid themselves of their falseness and lies. No one really is trying to escape the dream world created by maya and the ego. The dream world is created by a sort of intelligence called maya, which doesn´t really exist either but, which kinda is ever present non the less. And so are the other illusions.
What needs to be killed is the part of you that identifies with your ego. And this is a long tricky bloody bussiness of self mutilation. Every emotional attatchement needs to be severed. Do emotions and thoughts really exist? Well, yes and no depending on how you define it. They are real from your subjective perspective in the moment, but no further than that. They have no indepent true ever lasting existence outside of that. Just fleeting illusions, like a cloud moving in the sky.
Once the ego illusion is destroyed, the way you perceive the world changes as well. The ego is always trying to identify with something and one has to peel back every layer, because you never know how deep it goes until you´ve gone that deep. You might stop identyfying with one thing like your body, only to later see that you also identify with other parts of the experience. Today I realized that I have an emotional identification with sensations that arise every moment. Trying to create a me that experience those sensations.
It has been one hell of a journey so far, and it feels almost over now. But maybe not
What I have come to is that I really despise the ego and I really want to wake up from the dream no matter the cost.
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I finaly understand why we are all living in a dream
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