Bigg Boss 14 is very close to the finale and this season has been full of drama and controversies. The most dramatic fight of the season has to be the one where Kavita Kaushik and her husband had appeared for a weekend ka vaar episode to clear things with Abhinav Shukla and Rubina Dilaik. Kavita Kaushik's journey in the house wasn't easy at all. She had two major fights that made her stay difficult and she walked out of the show. Now, in an interview with Bombay Times, Kavita Kaushik spoke about her journey in the show for the first time and said that it didn't work for her. She said, "Bigg Boss didn’t work for me! In the 14 years that I was offered the show, during each season, I believed that I was an absolute misfit for it. I knew that I would say something that I wouldn’t mean or walk out. And that’s exactly what happened." Also Read - Bigg Boss 14: Disha Parmar reveals if she'll be a part of Bigg Boss 15; and why she did not cry on seeing Rahul Vaidya
"What went wrong was that I had no strategy. I took everyone at face value and was too brash and real. I reacted to every provocation with anger, instead of being cunning and manipulative. I lacked the art of impressing the cameras with my words, "she added. She was also asked if she feels that she should have stayed back instead of leaving. She said, "No. I am glad I left because I am not so smart with my words. I realised that I was so done with the fake fights for image building that I could raise my hand on someone in helplessness, and I do not promote violence of any kind. In my entire journey in the BB house, I never started a fight. Each time, I was provoked to get into an argument, and yes, thereafter, I lacked the shrewdness to watch my words. In anger, I would say things that would take some other turn, leaving behind the actual reason for the fight. I felt this is not who I am, my good qualities are not coming out on the show, so it’s pointless staying inside. I was not so desperate. I was lucky that they gave me the option to leave that day and opened the door. It was like Mahadev ne khulwa diya tha darwaza mere liye. People die to stay in the house, I couldn’t wait to leave." Kavita Kaushik also spoke about patching up with Abhinav Shukla and Rubina Dilaik as they stay in the same building. Also Read - Bigg Boss 14: Do you think Rahul Vaidya and Rubina Dilaik should mend things as the finale approaches? — Vote now
She said, "I did not know Rubina, but yes, I knew Abhinav and whatever happened is really sad. I don’t blame anyone. My husband Ronnit felt helpless, when he saw Aly Goni kick a box that injured my leg and arm and then he saw Abhinav telling me laafa maarunga. When I walked out, Ronnit vented on Twitter, and in his tweets, he mentioned our conversation regarding Abhinav, where I had told him about an unpleasant experience of how our friendship had ended in the past. He later deleted it because when your anger subsides, you know it’s childish and would be embarrassing for both parties to talk about a past equation or a fight. But I also understand Ronnit’s feelings. I don’t hold those messages against Abhinav as we all have done such stupid things. I have done worse, you can make a movie on them! It’s our bad to have spoken about it, however, it’s absolutely not a lie. I guess we will ignore each other in the building with better grace." Also Read - Bigg Boss 14: Salman Khan confirms Pathan cameo; wants 15 per cent fee hike to return as host in Bigg Boss 15?
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