While she’s been juggling her job at Walmart with college finals, I’ve been home with my parents, occasionally babysitting for my cousin and a friend of the family. I desperately wanted to start college this semester but, as an undocumented immigrant, I’m unable to hold a legal job. That means I can’t earn enough to pay the $4,000 tuition at Utah Valley University each semester.
My older brother, 24, and sister, 23, both received DACA when they were teenagers, and it’s made a huge difference in their lives. They were able to get jobs and put themselves through college. My brother is now a mechanic and starting a construction business, and my sister just got her dream job teaching first-grade Spanish.
I can’t tell you what last week’s news means to me. I came to Utah from Mexico with my family when I was 3 years old. I went to U.S. schools all my life and never thought of myself as different. Throughout high school, I wished I could get a part-time job like my friends — I always dreamed of working at PacSun — but my family told me to be patient until DACA came back.
But when I missed my first semester of college, I became worried. Before, no part-time job meant I couldn’t earn money for a car, a new iPhone or Starbucks. Now it meant I couldn’t move forward with my life. My parents wanted to help, but they’ve seen their workload in construction and housekeeping plummet during the pandemic. To work at the places that pay decently — and are hiring right now — you need papers.
I’m not sure what job I’ll get or what I’ll study in college, but it feels great that I’m on the right path again. This week, I’ll send in my application and cross my fingers that it’s processed in time to register for the spring semester.
My ultimate dream, of course, is to become a citizen so I can proudly claim my place as an American. I hope Congress makes that possible in the next year.
It’s funny how teens are told to get a job and go to college. I never expected that forces beyond my control would stop me from the basic responsibility of earning a paycheck or working toward a career. Now that I can earn money to invest in my future, I’ll also be able to help my family. At 18, I’ll be a real adult. And it will feel amazing.
Marisol Cuevas