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Pete Davidson posted a heart-wrenching post about his struggles with suicidal thoughts and his border line personality disorder
He says over the past nine months he has been bullied online and publicly
Davidson says he came forward about his struggles with mental illness to 'help kids like myself who don't want to be on this earth'
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (1-800-273-8255) is staffed by trained counselors who respond to calls 24 hours a day, seven days a week

Published: 14:12 EST, 3 December 2018 | Updated: 15:44 EST, 3 December 2018

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Pete Davidson penned a heart-wrenching Instagram post about his struggles with suicidal thoughts and how he has been bullied online and publicly this year

Pete Davidson wrote a heart-wrenching post about his struggles with being suicidal and having border line personality disorder. He says he is shocked by people who chose to bully him online and in public.

'I'm trying to understand how when something happens to a guy the whole entire world just trashes him without any facts or frame of reference.

'Especially in today's climate where everyone loves to be offended and upset it truly is mind boggling.

'I've been getting bullied online and in public for 9 months. I've spoken about BPD and being suicidal publicly only in hopes that it will help bring awareness and help kids like myself who don't want to be on this earth.'

'I just want you guys to know. No matter how hard the internet or anyone tries to make me kill myself. I won't, I'm upset I even have to say this,' he concluded in his Monday post.

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Davidson's emotional Instagram post hit out at bullies who continue to lay into him despite his admittance of being suicidal and dealing with border line personality disorder

'Sry I dipped': Its been a bumpy year for Pete who became engaged to Ariana Grande after just a month of dating but they broke off the engagement

Davidson has had a rough year after his quick engagement and fast split from singer Ariana Grande.

The pair became engaged sometime between May and June. By October- they had ended their engagement.

The singer penned a song titled 'Thank You, Next' about her past relationships.

'Thought I'd end up with Sean/ But he wasn't a match/ Wrote some songs about Ricky/ Now I listen and laugh/ Even almost got married/ And for Pete, I'm so thankful/ Wish I could say, "Thank you" to Malcolm/ 'Cause he was an angel' is the opening line in the 'Thank You, Next' lead single to her fifth album.

A cursory scroll through Pete's Instagram post just four days earlier shows abusive, mean spirited comment after comment

In her accompanying music video, she apologizes to Pete in a page in a notebook that says 'Sry [sic] I dipped.'

His emotional post comes just one day after it was revealed Grande had covered up her Pete inspired tattoo.

Back in 2016 Pete admitted himself into rehab for marijuana use. He said he stayed sober for three months but was miserable and ultimately returned to using marijuana, but with more caution.

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