Bushfires have claimed more than 300 of Brad Porter's best mates — his premium jersey cows that his family has been breeding for three generations.
"I came home and I saw that I'd lost a few of my mates, my mates are my cows," he said.
"That's been my life, that's what I've worked for and it's very, very hard to take."
The dairy farmer from Garvoc said he spent more time with his cows than his family.
Power assets have been confirmed as the cause of all four fires in south-west Victoria last weekend.
The blaze that killed Mr Porter's cows started when a power pole snapped on the property next door, owned by Jack Kenna.
Mr Kenna said it's hard for city people to understand what the damage means for farmers.
"It just exploded and as you further go down it's just carnage, it's hell on earth," he said.
Livestock deaths rising
The number of dead livestock counted so far is more than 4,000 and that number is expected to rise.
Agriculture Victoria Incident Controller Banjo Patterson said his field officers were usually the first to arrive at affected farms.
"Our role is very much to refer where we identify urgent personal needs to the relevant agencies who are trained to deal with that situation."
The last straw
Camperdown dairy farmer Willie Hawker worked all night in his tractor to stop the fire and save his house and dairy.
"With the discing that I did and the fire brigade, we stopped it from burning any of my buildings, hay and stopped it in its tracks and it didn't go any further."
Mr Hawker's neighbours and friends have hailed him as a hero.
Dairy farmers are already under a lot of financial strain and Mr Hawker said the losses from the fires would break farmers without adequate insurance.
"No dairy farmer has really got cash reserves, they've got a lot of creditors — just like myself and it could be the last straw for some farmers."
Recovery underway
CFA volunteers from Gazette said they hadn't gotten any rest since last Saturday night, with the fear of breakaway fires continuing.
One of the volunteers, Geoff, said they'd been excavating, knocking down dead trees and digging holes to bury dead stock.
"We've talked to a lot of people, you can't do everything but you can talk to people."
Hundreds of kilometres of fencing needs to be replaced and the support organisation Blazeaid is already out in the field.
Local volunteer Peter Bignell said it was a task that could take up to two months.
"This property alone could take a week, maybe two. It's a big area and it's a lot of farmland."
For dairy farmer Brad Porter the community support has been overwhelming.
