Well yes, i get that and i get where its been going wrong in the past. There's been times it's been a minor struggle in my head, last night about 9pm was quite tough, Mon and Wed had been fasting days, so last night i was bloody starving "it's only a few hours, it will be worth it" was my mantra and it worked, i didn't fill my face etc.
Lunches are quite tough as they're usually bread/baguette based, i'm aware i can't realistically keep off the bread and carbs forever... But it seems to be working so i'll somehow struggle along and see where it takes me.
Tonight will have some bread, but going for home made Moroccan lamb burgers with sweet potato chips (roasted not fried) and some mushrooms for me, salad for the wife.
We've also bought the Tom Kerridge book, which arrived yesterday and we'll give some of these meals a whirl over the coming weeks.
It's interesting that i look back 10 days ago and it's just stupidity and laziness, my breakfast this morning was tasty enough, nothing wrong with natural yoghurt, banana and a bit of granola mixed together... Filled a hole. So whereas this time last week would have been 2 Belgian Buns, that's not really that much different in 'niceness' but obviously about double the calories, when you add in the 350cal granola square i'd usually have with my 7am coffee, well i'm then about 700cals better off today than i usually would be.
Back to the Zwifting, i'm wondering if the lower intensity Z2 stuff which is in the 'fat burning zone' is also having an effect.... Could it ? Maybe i guess. I'm finding it tough after 60 mins at the moment to push on, even at a lower pace, but that's all in my head, even though my legs are tired as i'm on 300km for Jan up to now, which is a decent enough distance i think. Sure it may affect my racing, but i think in the future i'll be able to recapture my form with the right sort of training and racing again..But if i can start looking for form with 90kg on the scales instead of close to 100kg, then i've got to be onto a winner surely. Obviously i'm a long way from 90kg currently being now just a smidgen under 95.... but i'm a lot closer than i was to 90 a few weeks ago.
Tomorrow, we go again, slow and steady lol. It's a bit dull... but i'll accept it... Alternative is, taking tomorrow off and then a long but steady ride on Sat on the 29er on roads.